Psst, Sha, I owe you a sneak hug

;D

And oddly, both of you have something to do with,
Of all people,
GABRIEL!

Jo is currently addicted to It's Not Over by Secondhand Serenade.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?

And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over,
It's over
Why is it over?

We had the chance to make it
Now it's over
It's over
It can't be over

I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die
But I won't let it die

But now it's over
It's over
Why is it over?

We had the chance to make it
Now it's over
It's over
It can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together

We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever

You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together

We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over
It's not over
It's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

And Jer,
Get well soon, yeah?

AUDITION.

AUDITION.

AUDITION.

Nah, it wasn't that bad.
Luckily I had Jacq.
If it wasn't for her.
*poof*
There goes Daerah.

Dear Adele,

15 years ago you came into this world. So today, we're celebrating YOU.

I remember I met you on the first day of school in 08'.
2Balau.
You and Pei were talking about scouts I think.

In the end we got closer and closer until now.

Remember all the prank callings?
Remember all the makeup in Sunway Pyramid?
Remember all the stupid things we did during Choral Speaking practice?
Remember all the stupid things we did at Beat's birthday party?

ILYATKA <3

See, I told you.
You assumed and you assumed wrong.

If I did believe you whole heartedly.
I'd be hurt to the point of no return.
At least now, I can actually live.

Nothing wrong with being friends right?

And talking about living.
If it wasn't for Jonathan Leong Wei Loong.
I wouldn't be alive now.

He saved me from being knocked down by a car.
Pfft, not even an expensive car.
Proton Waja.

Anyways, I don't know whether I feel sad or happy now.
But by the way my lips are curved upwards.
I should think that I'm happy.

:D

I hate:

-Seeing you leave
-The rain when I'm lonely
-Not talking to you
-That everything is so akward now
-That I don't dare to talk to you anymore
-Your freinds being there when I want to talk to you
-That I'm missing you so much
-Seeing you by yourself
-Me, not daring to go up to you and talk to you
-Me, listening to sappy songs which only makes myself miss you more
-It when its like this
-That because of this, I feel like crying

I love:

-It when you're there
-It when we're talking
-The rain on my skin
-Walking in the rain with someone you love
-That I don't feel forced when I talk to you
-Everything you do, eventhough I don't admit it
-Seeing you online
-That song you asked me to listen to
-Sleeping with my medal under my pillow
-Thinking of you before I sleep

*sigh*

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me too
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
But that's gonna change

Cause I'm coming back
To show you that
I'm keeping the promise I made

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Yeah

We've had our ups and downs
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with youI'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you

Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss youI still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with youWhen I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah.

:D

I saw a woman give birth today!
:O
:O
:O

I kid you not.
I am completely serious.
It was 'an experience'?
:O

And yes, the most akward thing happened today.
"PEI! That was NOT, I repeat, NOT, supposed to happen."
"Some 'master plan' that was."
PFFFFFFFFFT.
You and your bright ideas.

Any-hoos.
I am exhausted.
And I'm feeling much, MUCH better about that audition.
Thank you Em and Yi Huey.
Made me so much more relieved.

Ohmygod, they're playing this version of Lady Gaga's Pokerface.
EW.
It sounds so wrong.
She killed it.
KILLED.

Btw, heard Jai Ho by the Pussycat Dolls yet?
If you haven't, you totally should.
Seriously.

-Everytime I close my eyes, I picture you.
-Everywhere I look, I see your face.
-When I'm asleep, I dream of you.
-All the time, I think of you.

:D

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

Me, Sarah/Pei/Wen Xia?
"You're just assuming that he likes me."
"No, come on, the sign are all there."
"Maybe he's just friendly?"
"Puh-lease."

Like whatever, yo!
We don't know for sure right?
Its not that its a bad thing if he does.
In fact, it'll be a GOOD thing.

I just don't want to give myself high hopes

And get it squished-again.

*splat*

Even so, its great even if we are just friends.
Perfectly fine.
:D

I know, you people are confused.

Joh Joh, gots a present today.
OOOOOOOHHHHH.
From BALI!
:D

Joh Joh, is really happy.
OOOOOOOHHHHH.
Because of?
:D

Haha, I'm hyper.
And I'm so dead.
Because I missed my choir audition for daerah competition,
I have to sing,
By myself.
SOLO!

Dum dum dum...

How now?
Mati lorh.
I need somebody to help meh.
YI HUEY!
"Babe? You'll help me, no?"

Eeh, I'm HOMEEEEE!
Taman Negara was, sort of, boring?
It was okay-lah.
But not my kind of holiday.

Pictures will be up later.
Currently too lazy to upload them.

Happy Birthday:

Wan Selina!

Ow.
My leg hurts.

Wen to Li Wen's house yesterday to bake.
You're probably wondering why this is relevant to the hurting.

Yeah, sometimes we people make the wrong decisions,
But they apologise.
We forgive and forget.
Just f*cking let it go.

And there is a certain(gay) person in tuiton,
I really wanna beat the crap out off.

And trust me, its not only me.

For God's sake, man up a bit la.
Save us all the misery.
Your face, voice, everything disgusts me.

EW.
EW.
EW.
EW.
EW.

EEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

I. Am. Officially. Addicted. To. Nerds.

No, not the people.
The candy.

7bucks worth of colouring, presrvatives, artificial flavouring and a bit of heaven.

-ooh, waterproof ink-

Its only the second day of the holidays and I'm already so bored.

Going to Ikano later with Mummy, Shaun and Kay.
To buy a barbeque pit?

Dad has to work.
PFFFFFT,
That man is totally overworked.
Not to mention, underpaid.
He should get millions for working on Sundays.
And that Taman Negara trip,
He has a meeting half way through.
Means that, he goes with us on one day,
Drive back the next,
Have the meeting
And drive up to Taman Negara again to send us home again.

He has alot of petrol to waste.

"quit working so much, will you?"

Yesterday, my perspective of people and the world around me changed.
And no, nobody died.

Its just really sad sometimes
When something is happening to someone you love so much,
But there's is nothing you can do about it.
And it breaks our hearts knowing that it hurts.

But no matter what,
I'll always be there for you,
Whenever you need it.

PFFFFTTT,
Maddy la,
Cry cry cry.
Make me feel like crying also.

Btw, it was just a 'porn book'

I nearly cried just thinking about it.

:(

The holidays are here(finally!)

After all that 'studying'
My brain really needs to rest.

Its going to be SO boring.
Everybody's either busy or grounded
Or going to Bali?

I'm gonna miss you busy people.

Oh well,
I guess I'll just stay home then.

I'm available for bookings for outings.

Ohmeegod.
My phone died.
It actually literally died.
Its gone.
My poor baby, its gone.

Bye-bye communication.

And Shi Wen asked me to join Pet Society?
HAHAHAHAHAH.
So hard la.
And is this supposed to be a kid's game?

I'm mourning my phone.
Be sad, world.
be very sad.

And why, oh f*cking why,
Is drama always happening?
Its getting really annying, you know?
I'm tired of you and problems in the same sentence all the time.

I really REALLY wanna enjoy this one week of holidays.
Go out, spend some time with my friends and my family.
Because this might be the only change I'm gonna get.
Until probably after Pmr.
Especially since my Mum is taking this so seriously.
And my trip to South Africa at stake.

So, please la.
If this is really how much I mean to you as a friend.
Lets not even bring best friend into the picture now.
Friends.
Less important than a sport?
Then, I really don't know how much you mean to me either.

And its not only me we're talking about here.
All of us.
Is this really what we are to you?
Less than a SPORT?

PFFFFT.
You a-hole.

I never noticed how hot the guy who played Emmett in Twilight was. Woah!

Ohmygosh.
Ow.
I fell on my a*s just now.
See Justin, I sacrificed my butt for you.

But you did well *wink*
I'm very proud of you.
See, perfect opportunity.

We went frozen water gliding.
Sorry, felt like doing that for some reason.
Ice skating.

And there was this guy,
Who kept on like bugging me and Lydia *ahem* HOT *ahem*
Lol.
Okay je la, tapi his skating, got skill mann.

Yeah, and this old guy who skates like he's half his actual age.

And Jon and Ben popping on and off the ice.
Totally hilarious.

Then, we went and ate lunch.
At Sushi King.
Shi Wen's first time I think.

So, nice way to spend his birthday lunch.
Worth it for his new experience.
Although he was a little doubtful about eating sushi though.

First time, ice skating.
First time, eating sushi.

Happy Belated Birthday again, Shi Wen.